Dont lie to me!

Lately I have been thinking about how much faith I actually have in God. I love him with all my heart and soul and fully trust him to come through for my friends and family when they are in need.However once my roller coaster starts going down its so easy for my human nature to take over and be overcome by fear! I wonder why its so hard to believe for yourself what you believe for others?
I'm the same with looks too, My friends can talk so much trash about themselves and all I see is a beautiful person inside and out..(in most cases) haha. However when I look in the mirror give me about 10 seconds and i can pop up with 10 flaws.
I must learn to look at my situation and self in the same eyes I view others. I'm just as deserving , I'm just as much a princess as any of my friends. I will need to learn that enemy LOVES to feed me lies....Pastor Ruben and Alayna once told me ...whatever lie you have in your head, write it down and know with all your heart that the truth is the absolute opposite of that. It works!!! trust me , just try it. It has brought Hope and Faith to me through struggling times.

If I hear I am fat...the truth is I am not
If I hear I am a horrible mother/wife...the truth is that I am a great mom!

Take that Satan!!! Your lies wont work on me anymore....

the more you punch him in the face with the truth , he will soon start to leave you alone.

Hope this helps anyone as much as it has helped me....whatever lie hes feeding you today....write it down ....write down the complete opposite....THAT IS THE TRUTH! GODS TRUTH ...

Carry your cross

note to self

Adrina is patient, Adriana is kind. She does not envy, She does not boast, She is not proud. She does not dishonor others, She is not self-seeking, She is not easily angered, She keeps no record of wrongs. Adriana does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. Adriana always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres..............

have to reming myself daily haha

Blessed

Im sitting here at work thanking God for giving me such amazing little boys to mother. Hayden Scott and Brody Owen are one of the biggest blessings I have ever recieved. When I sit and I think about what I wish I had or whats going wrong in my life, I try to count my blessings and my top 3 are always, my husband, my children and my health. They always do and say the right thing to just make my day . Just yesterday Hayden hit Brody on the head with something. Im not sure what it was but if we here a klunk followed by a scream we can bet its Hayden whacking his bubba on the head with the nearest object. We ran up to him and told him he needed to apologize to Brody and say he was sorry. He did, Brian went on to explain how God had given him a brother so he would always have somebody to play with and he needed to be nice, Then I asked, Would you rather us give Brody to somebody else who needs somebody to play with? ...Hayden looked at me with excitement and said yes!! I tried to hold back the giggle but couldnt.....I hope he didnt know what he was saying yes to but his excitement told me otherwise. Or how Brody was dancing on my bed at 9:30pm and coming over to give me kisses. When he is having fun he usually gives kisses to anyone who would take one....so I layed in bed and enjoyed the little feet jumping on my legs, stomach and hair....THANK YOU JESUS FOR ANOTHER DAY WITH MY BABIES.....THANK YOU FOR BRIAN WHO GAVE ME SUCH WONDERFUL CHILDREN...THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME BRIAN

I LOVE YOU JESUS

My God is the same today as he was yesterday!!! When I was younger and experiencing pain, When my house didnt sell, When I went into early labor, MY GOD stayed consistent. He never gave up. Ill never give up. Come what comes......I dont know what will come, if anything at all....but I will remember my GOD stays the exact same!!!

A new start

So today my hubby got on a plane to go to his first business trip in Colorado. It seems like just yesterday I was encouraging him to not lose heart and believe that God had something bigger and better planned.I sit back amazed at Gods work in our life's and how truly blessed we are, and have been. Even at times when we didn't feel it he was just working behind the scenes on our huge break. Some of us wonder why God lets these things happen, why must I go through hardship. Well I have come to realize that God did none of this. For he has said , Good thins happen to those who believe. Yet we convince ourselves that God wouldn't do this or that for us...why should we deserve any better...is he even listening. We must convince ourselves that God would do anything and everything for us. All we have to do is be joyfully expectant even when its hard....Right now in my life things are good. REALLY good. Thank you to my Jesus..that however does not mean my season wont change yet again...that is why we must always love and believe in the promise that was given to us...a hope and a future....no matter what season we are in...
So today as that plane lands and Bri steps off into his new path. I can only pray that the Holy Spirit guides him to do everything I know he is capable of and more.....I believe in a bright future ...My God never fails. = )
Your sister
Adriana

My God is bigger

As the days go on, I learn more and more about how amazing and big God really is. His path for my life is unfolding everyday .I think back to days when all I had was my faith to get me by. There were also days when I didn't even feel that my faith was even enough. I felt pitty and anger towards myself for everything. One thing I have learned recently that I would like to share is something I will repeat to myself till the day I die.
Faith works in your heart, even if there is doubt in your mind.
No matter what you think, No matter what you think your situation will end you up with ....hang on to what you have in your heart. The truth that God would never give you anything to BIG for you.
Don't have God in your heart? Message me and Ill tell you how amazing and how real he is!
Back to what I was saying....hang on to your faith and fight all those thoughts that are holding you back ....and now GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU.